Hii,
i've recovered since a year and started a bed w/o purge this time. I've also gained alot of weight. Some of my closest friends know what i struggled with and i also told my sister about it a few weeks ago

A few months ago someone i had a fight with said i looked like a ana patient, even though i had already gained weight but i just brushed it off and didn't think much of it. Now i am 123 pounds (56kg) and 5'4 (163cm) My Bmi is 21 so i thought it was not a big issue. Then a boy i was talking too which has no idea of my struggles just said i should lose some weight to be more attrective. And another person also said something similar to that. I've always thought about going back to ana but i think this has been my last straw. I feel like everyone is lying to my face when they say "ahh your body is so tea" or "you're so pretty, its good that you've gained weight".
cw: 123
gw1: 110
gw2: 101.
Nobody will be able to tell since my bmi will still be normal
Goodluck everyone!